Two Days Before Departure
Mike: last night was one of the best evening I have had, it was definitely a night to remember.
With all honesty, this is the hardest thing for me to do. Just thinking about me leaving the both of you here makes my stomach tighten. This is the first time we will be apart from each other, and to top it off, it is for nine months (nine months of being lonely for my one true love and beautiful daughter). I will be counting down the days until we see each other again, and the day we do, I promise it will be extra special because you deserve it ;)
Even now, I don't want to think about this coming Thursday. I wish it wouldn't have to come. We both have to be strong for each other and for our daughter. I will miss you daily, but together we can get through this, I know we can because we love each other. I love you "mi amore" and I will be waiting for you in Naples, Italy.
I love you more than any words can express. . . . @>--
Olive: Last night was wonderful, my love. From the exquisite room, the delicious late night dinner, the relaxing jacuzzi, and the wonderful full body massage that made me feel like "atole".
I fell asleep in your arms, comfortably snuggled to the contour of your body, and as always, I felt safe and at peace. Everything was almost perfect. Almost perfect because in the back of my mind, I know that you'll be leaving us in a couple of days. . . . the person who has been a part of my life and my constant source of strength is leaving me and our baby.
For some reason, I feel like we have been avoiding the subject of that dreadful day. Although we have planned and done everything that's needed to prepare for it, to make sure that everything will go as smoothly as possible, we still haven't really talked about our feelings and our fears. The funny thing is we have never avoided talking about anything before. We could talk, argue, and discuss anything under the sun, from why to how and what to when. I guess there's really nothing to talk about, we know quite well how we feel for each other. . . that no time or distance can change our love for each other.
With all honesty, this is the hardest thing for me to do. Just thinking about me leaving the both of you here makes my stomach tighten. This is the first time we will be apart from each other, and to top it off, it is for nine months (nine months of being lonely for my one true love and beautiful daughter). I will be counting down the days until we see each other again, and the day we do, I promise it will be extra special because you deserve it ;)
Even now, I don't want to think about this coming Thursday. I wish it wouldn't have to come. We both have to be strong for each other and for our daughter. I will miss you daily, but together we can get through this, I know we can because we love each other. I love you "mi amore" and I will be waiting for you in Naples, Italy.
I love you more than any words can express. . . . @>--
Olive: Last night was wonderful, my love. From the exquisite room, the delicious late night dinner, the relaxing jacuzzi, and the wonderful full body massage that made me feel like "atole".
I fell asleep in your arms, comfortably snuggled to the contour of your body, and as always, I felt safe and at peace. Everything was almost perfect. Almost perfect because in the back of my mind, I know that you'll be leaving us in a couple of days. . . . the person who has been a part of my life and my constant source of strength is leaving me and our baby.
For some reason, I feel like we have been avoiding the subject of that dreadful day. Although we have planned and done everything that's needed to prepare for it, to make sure that everything will go as smoothly as possible, we still haven't really talked about our feelings and our fears. The funny thing is we have never avoided talking about anything before. We could talk, argue, and discuss anything under the sun, from why to how and what to when. I guess there's really nothing to talk about, we know quite well how we feel for each other. . . that no time or distance can change our love for each other.
posted by Mochaeli @ 4:27 PM
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